NOOO!!!

There is some crazy shit happening with my laptop at the moment. In a nutshell as to what's wrong with it, I have to use Safe Mode with Networking to use the interne, it's a crappy layout of the web - kinda like how it was in the 90s - and I can't watch videos or listen to music.

As sad as this sounds I'm quite upset by it.

Music is very much a part of my life so I'm youtube at some point at least once a day, whether a I have an hour to myself with nothing to do, or I'm getting changed before any evening classes or, the most important time of all, before I go to bed.

It's pretty much the only thing that soothes me before I catch my Z's. I'll listen to anything depending what mood I'm in; Latin music like salsa and tango, acoustic versions of songs, club music or the songs that summed up Turkey, bringing back lush memories to fall asleep with.

Actually,while I'm here I'll recommend a song to listen to - 'Bruno Mars, Dancing in the Mirror. It's the hottest thing I've ever heard from him and any girls who already love him will fall harder now!

I'll try and link to tomorrow if I have a free moment in 6th Form tomorrow. But do check it out if you can.

Bebek Kedi xx

Bad News for the X Factor

You just lost one of you're best talents on the show!

Sadly in Sunday nights results show, Aiden was in the singoff with Katie Weasel sorry, Waissel. It got to the judge's vote. Simon voted for Katie to stay, as did Cheryl and Danni and Louis voted for Aiden to stay. It got down to the public vote and it was a massive shock:

Aiden had the least votes. And was now out of the competition.

Me and my mum were watching and thought it didn't make sense that someone who had never been in the bottom two and seemed comfortably safe every week was suddenly unpopular. The postioning didn't match the judge's comments either after the performance.

Well it was sad to see him go but maybe things will be better not being associated with the X Factor anymore. Since that result show there has been so much controversy and rumours and reports going on about the show. I'll be missing this Saturday's show because of 'm at a party but hey, I'll have more fun there than watching the talented people struggle against the drama queens.

Best of luck to Aiden Grimshaw for his future. Don't let the talent go to waste :)

Bebek Kedi xx

Aiden Grimshaw sings Nothing Compares 2 U - The X Factor Live show 5 - i...

Aiden Update: He's getting so much better!

I missed last week's X Factor but from what I heard he sang a slower 'Thriller'. Sounds ok actually. So stuck at home with back spasms I saw this week's with the theme 'American Anthems'.


Again this was an amazing performance vocally and thought there was a hint of John Mayer in it. Seriously hope he makes it to the final.

Enjoy! xx

Winter is most definately here

Well the indicator to the seasons has confirmed it is now Winter - as has the sudden drop in temperature.

This indicator? It's a tree outside my house. This tree is pretty tall so I can easily see it sat in the living room or in my bedroom. It matches what the seasons are doing perfectly so I know when to wrap up or lose the layers.

It's gotten to the point of having lost most of it the leaves. The few clinging on won't be there for much longer. It looks horribly skeletal and grey. Winter's quite ugly at times isn't it?

Just too obsessive

So I was on Facebook - as you do- just having a nose around checking out a firend's holiday pics. Skinny J had spent about 2 weeks in Florida with her family and had done most things you do in the Sunshine State; go to Disney World, Universal Studios and Seaworld. Her parents renewed their vows on a boat out there too so there were some gorgeous pics of that.

Next to all the pictures though, was a little window that said something along the lines of 'Photo Memories - LK was tagged in SS' album 'Turkey 2010'' I know LK really well from the first holiday and we got on well again from this year's holiday so he's a bit like an older brother to me. Now I'm pretty nosy and love looking at other people's holiday photos so I clicked on it to check it out.

Well I wasn't expecting photoshopped pictures of the sunset with stuff like 'Seni Seviyorum <3 xxxxxxxxx' The kisses went on for a while so I've shortened it here. But she'd tagged all the guys from the bar too including LK. There many more pictures that were similar, including pictures of her with some of the guys.

Hmmm it looks just a tad clingy and crazy. Curious to know who this mad girl is, I looked at her profile and found out she's 14 or something. Craazy girl who seems quite innocent to me.

I thought I missed Turkey til I saw all that, clearly not that much. But then again I have 5 other people to share the memories with, plus some excellent photos and I keep in touch where I can.

Then again I guess everyone has their different ways of whiling the time until next summer.

Bebek Kedi xx

Mehh

I really hate Autumn/Winter. Just for the miserable rain and crap weather and freezing cold - doesn't suit me at all.

So depressing too because the clocks have gone back, it was good for an extra hour of sleep but it's getting dark at 5:00pm now. It seems now daylight won't be seen until March now. Duude it sucks!

Another bummer at the moment is the lack of job that I desperately need. I can't fund a holiday with someone or not if I'm not raking in the pennies. Why the hell is it so difficult to find a part time weekend job? There must be loads of people who work during the week who want the weekend off!
Well there's not a lot I can do about it at the moment but keep looking and handing CV's in.

Hmm I really want some chocolate or muffin or something.

Fraya's 18th

Hmm I lied when I said 'Another post for tomorrow'. It's been two days but I have the excuse of being busy.

So yes. Fraya's 18th birthday party. The day before Halloween so the theme was fancy dress and I went as the caped crusader Zorro. I wore mid calf length harem trousers, a gorgeous sheer gypsy style blouse with killer heels. Added of course was the trademark eye-mask and hat. Safe to say I was smokin.

So I turned up with Fran the Flapper Girl and we took two glasses of champagne and headed over to the girls table where we had a Bond Girl, two zombies from the Resident Evil game, a sexy pirate and Snow White. There were various tables for different groups of friends and we managed to fit 7 of us onto a 6 seater. We checked out everyone around us and I pointed out Freya's closer friends to them. They asked about B, the love of Fraya's life who happens to like me. I hadn't seen him yet and said if I did they'd know about it - I'll be hiding under the table with a bottle of wine.

There was hog roast which was pretty yum and then some mini desserts, so I had a few. Trust me, with the amount of dancing I did later I didn't need to worry about calories! Two bottles of wine were provided for each table so we picked a gorgeous rose. One bottle was enough for all 7 of us to get a glass each. Not enough I think.

I had a chat with Fraya a little later on and she was annoyed that B hadn't shown up yet. Her closer friends tried calling him but were getting no answers. Knowing that he would probably do anything for me, I got his number and texted him asking where he was. I got a reply which made me feel awkward because he's only met me once and replied straight away but ignored his closest friends. Hm. He had a poor excuse which resulted in us calling him a dickhead (I have no problem saying that because I have no mutual feelings for him)

Despite the small unhappiness of Fraya, we cheered her up by dancing to good music and drinking lots of alcohol for the next three hours. At the end of the night me and Fran went home and we slept on the sofas in the living room.

As usual I didn't wake up with a hangover :D